Dilemma

I don't like this feeling of being so close to someone new and yet the ghost of my past keeps coming back to haunt me. In part, I don't mind having my past around. But, the very thought of her makes me weak and lost. Occasionally during my breaks, I would think of her. Everytime I think of her I would go deeper and deeper into my thoughts. Then I'll miss her and I'll want her. Why did she have to take my heart away? I really miss you.