Chemistry

I'm so sick of this. This is the least of the things that I need right now.

I'm so angry at myself. If you know that it'll cause you angst, then don't just walk into it. It's like you're automatically drawn to this sort of thing. It's a freaking trap! How many times do you have to go through this to realize that there is nothing real in this world.

Everyone is just looking out for themselves. It doesn't pay to be a saint. It doesn't matter how much time or sacrifice you put to it. In the end, some lucky soul out there gets everything without even trying hard and you'll just hate yourself for being a sucker.

So get everything out of your head right now. From now on, the only person that you should look after is none other than yourself. At least, you know you'll be safe.