It just hurts me that things didn't go well. I'm so frustrated with my achievements. I really don't want to rely on my parents to finance me. I really want to travel to a faraway land with you...
My heart tells me to embrace you and love you unconditionally. But, my senses tell me that my feelings are wrong. I don't want to hesitate. I want to stand firm by my decision. I neither want to think of you nor see you. But, my heart aches so badly whenever I don't hear your voice.
I don't know what to do. You're slowly distancing yourself from me. I try not to care, but I keep missing your presence. I want to keep you close to me, but I don't want to get hurt. I told myself that it's all over and that I'll continue this journey on my own, but everytime I see you my heart grows fonder and fonder. How can we be friends when all I think of are images of us hugging and holding hands? I don't want to think of you...I really don't want to.
I will just have to be more optimistic now. I will study and work harder. And someday I will find someone that fits to be my love.
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