My parents always warned me about the real world. A world without care and love. They said it is inevitable and I will eventually have to experience it for myself.
I have my fair share of bad experiences with people. From all of that, I've learned that some people are just not worth accommodating. I don't understand why are they trying so hard to become someone they're obviously not.
Never ever let others dictate your life. It just makes my blood boil whenever someone unconsciously caves in to the influence of others. On top of that, they think they are better than the others just because they turned into a different person. In my mind, my first expression is always "So fucking what?". These people are always trying to drag others down with them. If they failed in recruiting others, they would make them look unfitting. The world is just filled with manipulative vultures.
Nothing really surprises me anymore. I'm not even sure if I can consider myself lucky for having exposed to so much of the real world. Somedays, I feel so tired watching others fall deeper and deeper into the trap. Maybe I'm in the wrong place; maybe I belong to a different generation; maybe I should be opportunistic too.
It just depresses me how cold the real life is. I wish I can go back to my childhood days where everyone would appear less rotten.
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