I now know what went wrong last year.
Tonight, I sat down and thought deeply about her. I kept asking myself why was I so crazy for her? Was it because of opposite attraction? I was very unhappy when things exploded between us. It is mostly because I couldn't be the one for her.
I guess I was angry at my lack of self esteem. There are so many things I lack when compared to the others. Sometimes, being down to earth really doesn't payoff.
She had every rights to turn me down. Somethings are just not meant to be. It's good that I now know my place and life goes on once again.
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