Loneliness

I have never felt so lonely in my life before. This time it has nothing to do with my loved ones not being around. But, rather how I stand alone in this world with my views and principles.

I have never felt so beaten down and faithless towards the world. I've never been so skeptical of everyone that passes me by. Every one of them looks like they're snooping around with their evil motives ready to manipulate others to get what they want. The sweet and innocent who lives in their utopian world have no idea what's coming for them.

I'm mad at these trespassers. They should be securely placed away so that they couldn't tarnish everything good that's left in this world.

Today, I found out that I failed to protect my blood from the cruels of the world. Someone who grew up with me and shares my innocence and youth. This deep remorse in me is making me feel sad, angry and worried. All my life, I am surrounded with happiness and people who love me. Every moment with them makes me feel special. But, I can't believe such a thing can happen to someone so close to me. I can't even begin to imagine what that person is going through right now.

I'm angry at the world. I'm angry at how parents fail to educate their children. I'm angry at everyone who can't tell the difference between right or wrong.

The feeling of being isolated originates as a response to how the society is formed.

I'm alone and very angry at the society.