It feels like I have been in this place for a long time. New York is such a beautiful city, yet it has this sad tone that gradually devours any slight bit of optimism. Everyday I see meaningless silhouettes passing by this somewhat unchanging megalopolis and I tell myself that there is definitely more to this in life.
Sometimes I feel so naive for thinking that I've come a long way since my youthful days. I haven't even begun to venture out into the world. But, it still seems to me that everything was more in place back then. I knew exactly what I wanted. Even when things fell short, I had my family and loved ones to shoulder the burden for me.
I really want everything to be reinstated to how it was back then. I'm glad that they were all that matter to me. At least I don't have to care about anyone or anything else but them. I know I need to move on. But, can't there be someone out there who understands what I want? Or...is that too much for me to ask?
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