Metronome

I came across a song titled Metronome. You were going to show me yours...

I wasn't always so indecisive. Now, I'm forcing myself to make up my mind. I really can't afford to go on like this. You are all that's playing inside my head right now. I know I can't be close to you and I can't see you. If I do, I'll revert back to where I was before. I'm losing control of myself. I'm afraid that I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with you.

I'm not suppose to think about you now. But, I miss how you're always around me. I miss how you would text and call me at any time of the day. I miss all the little routines that we used to do. I miss everything about you.

Everything is so complicated now and I don't want to try to reconcile anymore. I'm so tired of thinking about you. Yet, I'm afraid that if I stop...I'll lose the only thing that we have left.